Letting God penetrate me

After years of living single

Traveling the world solo

Celibate

Being a “boss babe”

Hustling to grow my business

Overworking

Proving myself

I realized that my period of ‘self love’

Was really rooted in a fear of others

That ‘cultivating my free Feminine power’

Was a fear of the Masculine

Fear of a safe embrace morphing into

Boa constrictors holding me hostage

Milking all of my essence

And so, I set that down

Opened up to Love

First, letting God penetrate me

Emptying me of all the woundings

Preparing my Body to receive all I secretly dreamed of

And then He showed up

Almost miraculously

And so, I made a decision

I could either:

Keep running from Love

Or choose to embrace it

And learn from the power of Union between Masculine and Feminine

Surrendering to partnership

Teaches me every single day

Holding me safe in a Frame

Where my feminine essence can thrive

What a beautiful journey it’s evolving into

Maturing as a woman reborn

I am forever grateful

For letting God penetrate me

*photographed on a getaway by my beloved*