How to be open: perspectives from a closed off bitch
I’ve been really closed off lately
For months, my body feeling unsafe around others
So I listened, looked this long held fear right in the eyes
Looked at the scared little girl
Who gives and gives because she’s generous. Because she’s living her purpose.
Because she wants to be liked
Who gets PISSED when people ask more of her without reciprocating, without understanding the value of this work (ie mood was: fuck you pay me)
So I close my DMs, I unfollow everyone. I pull back and listen to the only thing that feels safe — that voice guiding me
Self soothing and mothering myself
Honoring the body and giving her what she needs. Releasing time and time again long held beliefs from my very tissues
The thing is: closing off to one thing closes you off to everything
So I begin to soften, open, become vulnerable again
Reminding me that in order to do this work, I have to feel safe in myself first
To receive the love I share so freely
The deep friendships I yearn for
To receive the clients I know want to work with me
To receive the financial abundance I know is all around me
I share this to let you know:
I am no better than you
I am simply a woman willing to go there
Journey with you
Liberate & Embody Your Inner Child is open as a self paced journey. Join me as we return back to our body.
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